Funk

Do you ever get in a "funk" sometimes?? A day where things just aren't right! I don't like those kind of days. There is too much on my mind and there is absolutely nothing I can do about it except give it over to the Lord. What good does it do for me to hang on to it? With my mouth I say I'll give it to the Lord, lay it at His feet and trust Him, but in my heart I am having a hard time letting go. Thoughts are the hardest thing to be free from. They can drive you into a state of "funkeness" (ok I know it's not a real word, but it sounded good). I have to be free from this feeling. I need to believe with my heart what my mouth is saying and totally trust God and let it go. That's called "practicing what I preach" and it's easier said than done sometimes. I am at a total point in my life where I literally don't know the next step I am to take. Scott and I can't even make any decision's until we know God's will for our family. This is one of the hardest places for me to be and I'm not liking it. The only thing I know to do and can do for that matter is to surrender it to the Lord and let it go. He knows the outcome already and has it all laid out for us. We wait on His timing and be patient. It will all be worth it in the end!